Monday, November 28, 2022

A Last Christmas Visit

We never know who he really is. 
I suppose he gets minimum wage to sit 
There all day, bobbling babies who are tantruming 
Against Santa, odd, bearded stranger; 
Cozying brats with 90s attitudes and sticky fingers; 
And patronizing tired parents insistent 
On doing the Santa thing for their photo albums. 

I had promised Jamie that this would be a last 
Visit for Christmas. At nine, both she 
And her sister had to be coaxed 
To even go to the mall. Chelsea, by my side, 
Still hesitated to be seen on the old 
Man’s lap. His finger beckoned 
To what remained of her childhood 
So she followed her sister to the red perch, 
Overcoming her budding adolescence. 

This temporary worker in a hot, red suit 
Sends my daughters back to me, all grown. 
Maybe he knows he has given me this gift 
He sees how old they are. He hears the soberness 
Of adulthood creeping into their voices. 
How else can he, perhaps a father too, 
Know how much it will mean 
To me ten years from now or even tomorrow?

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